By the time you’re reading this, I’ve already gone to my interview for H&M and am probably sitting in traffic on my way back home. I was so nervous. Any interview I’ve ever done and got hired at, they all complimented my interview and my confidence and ability and want to try to connect with the interviewer. No matter how well I seem to do, I get so anxious. Like I get anxiety. I don’t eat, and if I do, it’s just a small bit because my stomach feels like it’s doing somersaults.
It’s been 3 months since I quit Pizza Hut and not a day goes by that I don’t regret my decision. Towards the end, I couldn’t stand by a company I didn’t really believe in or feel appreciated by. You could say if it were a relationship, it was getting toxic and I needed out. I’ve spent the past 3 months doing my own thing, really connecting back to myself and things that really make me happy. This #31Encounters really tested limits and passions. While I love this blog and I love doing what I do, I thought it’s time to go back out and get a job. I love being busy and being at home, working from home is busy, but a different kind of busy.
You can probably see and notice that the bags under my eyes, not as bad. The left picture is from what I was working at Pizza Hut and the one on the right is from last week.
I think you guys noticed my lack of dedication to this blog when I worked for Pizza Hut. I really only posted AD posts when I was contacted by a brand to work with. I didn’t know what to post and I wasn’t happy. Walking away from Pizza Hut let me breath and relax. I spent the first month really allowing myself to relax and do what I love and help my mom with her crafting business. The second month we went on Vacation and I started reading blogs again and catching up with people I haven’t talked to in a while. This third month I really focused on what I want this blog to become. You guys haven’t seen the quality I want this blog to grow into yet. I still need to find my style and I really want to get to know you guys and create a family. Hopefully in the near future I will be able to incorporate more of me into this blog; I’ve been taking screenshots of what inspires me and I’m really working creating what I want.
The day’s that I missed posts, from the 11th to 14th, I reorganized my office space. I moved everything, went through every box, every paper, and got rid of everything I didn’t need or want. Now I’m in a better creating space and it feels real nice and way more me. Not perfect, but I worked with what I have and I think it’s “on point.”
H&M is opening a new store at a new mall opening up in October so I applied. Nothing to lose and I’ve heard it’s a great, amazing company to work for. I want to get either a part-time or full-time position while continuing working on this blog, hopefully growing even more. If I don’t get the job, that’s fine. There’s other stores opening up and other places I can / did apply to.